I almost got a tattoo this weekend, then I talked myself out of it. Why did I do that? 

Downloading RuPaul’s Glamazon album. No shame. None. 　

Might end up staying with Daniel this weekend. Eeep. I need a sometime away from my town so badly. I also really wanna see some old friends and it’s such a perfect opportunity　. 

I just realized you all probably still think my hair is black. It’s not just so you know. 　

This week already blows two days in. I lost a family member yesterday and was dumped today. 

I do not take death well, at all it’s so hard for me. Even if I have only met the person once it just takes a toll on me. The visitation is tomorrow and I’m going to be an absolute wreck. 

The breakup is hard too. He likes someone else, and although all my friends want me to think he’s such a douche bag I just can’t. I’ve been in that exact position before and I know exactly how he feels. It still hurts though, really bad. He’s the first person I’ve genuinely liked in a long time. 

I also have to walk at my graduation this week, hello stress. 　

I wish someone would send me a huge bouquet of flowers. Preferably lilac and pink roses. I’s really just love that so very much.